Drama of a seventh grader!!!
Evanescence - My Immortal - YouTubeIn my opinion seventh grade is the hardest grade yet and my sister sais it gets better in high school but im having a hard time believing that. She has it easier as one of the kids who cant get messed with because everyone loves her. I get it that they love her because shes lovable and there is truly nothing bad about her. No matter how wrong it is i definetly envy her and she also seems to complain a lot. Now we fight so much its either we are too similar or so different we cant get along whatsoever. I have it bad, as much as i hate to complain to other people i really need somebody to tell all of this to. I'm in advanced classes with a GPA of 3.563, I am the nerd of the school with the really unattractive glasses and horrible clothes. Since it wouldnt make since if I started from what happened today I should go back tothe beginning of the problem. Ever since I met my friend um lets call her Anna. Anyways ever since I met 'Anna' i didnt like her the best, she was an attention hog, a horrible person, and always tried to show people up. She calls herself emo and thats offensive to me. I used to cut until i met 'Clary' my friend. Anna thinks that since she scratches at her wrists that shes emo, and since I have a cat too she thinks she can get away with telling everyone that these cat scratches are her doing. That is only one of the many problems with her. The major one right now is that in the locker room i told my friend 'Kayla' that I thought her crush was a babe too so we both had a crush on the same guy, this is one of the few things we have in common. What she misheard though was that I USED to have a crush on him and she was so shocked she felt the need to say it loud enough for our little group of lockers together which lucky enough for me we got to choose to be next to eachother while no one else was near our lockers but they still all heard and looked at me. So the thing is i know im the most awkward person on earth and i absolutely hate attention. So when they all looked I dragged them to a secluded area of the locker room and made them swear never to tell a soul and they promised. The unlucky part is that 'Anna' is really good friends with another friend of mine but we dont hang out because my other friends arent fans, anyways I made them promise that they couldnt even tell their best friends because it would be so embarrasing. The same day that really good friend of hers 'Lilah' comes up to me and sais the guys name. I ask her who told her and she sais I would be really mad at the person but I knew it had to be 'Anna' 1. Because shes the only one who would do something like this to me and 2. Shes the only other person that knew that likes 'Lilah' and 3. When I said 'Annas' name she got quiet. The next day I confronted 'Anna' and she sai she didnt mean to. So the rest of that day i was super pissed at her and then I have the person sitting next to me in choir come up and tell me that she knew too and she said it was 'Anna' too who told her. After that I didn't talk to 'Anna" and I havent all these three day but two days ago three good friends and I auditioned for singing the National Anthem at our school celebration for the end of the semester. Well for as far as we knew we were doing it, now this is before i figured out our counseler already picked someone instead of letting our choir teacher about the matter. Around thirty minutes before we knew one of the friends I auditioned with (one of the girls at the locker room incident) asked me if it was okay to have 'Anna' do it with us and I said no because I felt it would be awkward. Well 'Kara' went to explain this to 'Anna' and then she gave me a dirty look. Well that was the day our first performance was supposed to be but then i learned that my 8th grade friend got it instead but the only reason was because choir teacher didnt know.I wasnt angry about it because i only auditioned since 'Kara' was bribing me. Then today i figured out one of the other girls that auditioned was a good friend of 'Chealsea'who I also auditioned with. 'Chealsea' got a letter in her locker since she was absent yesterday she found it today and it said:
Dear, Chealsea
You ruined my chance for singing. Hope you're happy, never talk to me agai. Idont want to be friends anymore.
I also figured out that my friend 'Laura' told 'Chealsea' that she overheard 'Anna' talking to someone and telling them that she wanted to hit me over the head with a metal chair. Chealsea told me and after gym we went straight to Mrs. Anderson our counseler to see what she was going to do about it since she already knew. thats all i know and its funny how i was bullied for five years straight but the thing that bugs me most is that she was my friend and i was feeling crappier than i ever have.
It's what you do to me,
Carolina
Hello!
You may read my diary too but i dont care so I'm just going to type random things, like the fact that german guys are really total babes. They are completely gorgeous, not to mention that british boys are too. I love them sooo much. So I went out yesterday with my puppy wheezer and we went to a friends since their dogs were at home and they were gone for Thanksgiving and they had made the most mess I had ever seen so we just cleaned it all up but it was still smelling horrible. We brought Febreez and sprayed their house unstinky but now they have a few brown spots on their white and grey carpeting. Thats all for today so adios amigos and amigas.
It's what you do to me,
Amanda
